zmaskm: Unexpectedly hearing from someone after several months. All they ask is how I am. I don’t….what? I’M TOO USED TO PEOPLE HATING ME AND LEAVING FOREVER. WHAT IS THIS NONSENSE. At least it’s not like the last time. Ha. Haha. No. I’m not fond of *that* one, and they damn well know it. BUT I’M NOT USUALLY THAT MEAN, I SWEAR.
The Last Six Months of My Life.
[[MORE]] I don’t really know where to begin. It’s been like a soul shock seeing all of this stuff that I wrote from this time last year until spring of this year. One of my last text posts was about a guy named Will.. And how I had gave him my virginity and such.. That was in April. In May, he dumped me. He was my only friend at that point. He said he would still talk to me and be my...
I have a lot to write about.
I’m not who I was five months ago.
I want to write about this so I never forget.
[[MORE]]Friday You came all the way down from Chicago to see me. First impression? You were so much taller than I expected, even though I knew you were 6’4. You’ve got some of the longest legs I’ve seen on a man, besides the one I knew who was about seven foot(though it’s expected from someone THAT tall). I could tell you were trying to kiss me, but I was shy, and I just...
Although the world is full of suffering, it is full also of the overcoming of...– Helen Keller (via ihavelovedyousolong)
monicachoi: Foster the People - Pumped Up Kicks...
I'm a little ashamed of myself.
I considered leaving someone anonymous hate. I wouldn’t have told them to go kill themselves, though I’d probably had a lot of “fuck yous” in there. I really wanted to, but I didn’t. Though I still feel guilty for wanting to.
vanillacherries: The Sun - Maroon 5 And mama...
What we once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, For all that we love...– Helen Keller (via ihavelovedyousolong)
The sea hath fish for every man.– William Camden (via thepucollective)
I can’t explain what I mean. And even if I could, I’m not sure I’d feel like it.– J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye (via lostsoulslikeus)
I just had thoughts about what it would be like to...
vanillacherries: It was kind of scary. And then I looked down at my fingers, and moved them.. Watched how they moved, how they couldn’t, and how they moved. Then I wiggled my thumb around in every way it could, took note of what it could do that my fingers couldn’t, and what it could do overall, and what it couldn’t. It truly is beautiful. We need to learn to appreciate what we have more...
I’m sorry I haven’t posted in awhile. :/ School was a mess with EOCs then finals a week or so after that.. And then I forgot which email I used for this account. But now I remember. Um.. Not much of an update. Besides the awkward fact he’ll definitely see this.. I fell for a guy. Made dumb moves. Got upset over something really little, and then I downward spiraled from there....
I’m sorry I haven’t posted much. I’ve had a lot going on — I’ll try to give a run-down tomorrow, if we don’t have school. Teachers are cramming in all sorts of stuff because this is the last week they’re allowed to teach — next week they have to review Monday and Tuesday and then we have finals on Wednesday and Thursday. I also had an EOC(end of...
I guess I thought things were different, this time...
Ladies dig me.
Is is possible that just about everything in my...
... This is sufficiently awkward.
Doing it because of reasons.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? I think my mom did. 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? I would. 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? I’m not sure, to be honest. 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Of course. 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are Not...